“The ones you lose sleep about are the ones when you think you could have done something different or better and you didn’t do it. Whether or not you could have or not, that’ll bug you more than losing someone and you know you couldn’t have done anything. Always second guessing yourself will keep you up at night… Like we took too long cutting him out of the car, and he ended up bleeding out. So maybe we could have cut a different way or we just took too long. Those are the ones that bug me.”